{"id":43,"date":"2025-06-03T08:48:23","date_gmt":"2025-06-03T06:48:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/?p=43"},"modified":"2025-06-03T08:48:23","modified_gmt":"2025-06-03T06:48:23","slug":"the-fear-of-not-being-as-good-as-i-could","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/2025\/06\/03\/the-fear-of-not-being-as-good-as-i-could\/","title":{"rendered":"The fear of not being as good as I could\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A fear that I have is the fear of not doing as well as I could (or the fear of being \u201cwasted potential\u201d). This fear is something I had to talk about at the start of the year and make a visual mind map to visualize said fear. Although talking about anything in front of a class full of students is something that I hate doing, I must say that this project helped me get a better idea of what I could do to cope with this fear . My whole life there have been things I was pretty good at without really trying but as soon as I got to the point where I had to work hard to get further, I didn\u2019t manage to find motivation to do so. This is mostly due to the fact that I am a huge procrastinator, especially for things that don\u2019t interest me. For example, finding motivation to work on a school subject that doesn\u2019t interest me is one of the hardest things for me.\u00a0 This is one of the reasons why I have had such a difficult time with school and also the reason why I have so little motivation towards it. I have had to redo 2 years of school as well as having to change options multiple times.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A fear that I have is the fear of not doing as well as I could (or the fear of being \u201cwasted potential\u201d). This fear is something I had to talk about at the start of the year and make a visual mind map to visualize said fear. Although talking about anything in front of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":45,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-non-classe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/45"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=43"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":44,"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43\/revisions\/44"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=43"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=43"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web.gymnasedebussigny.ch\/procrastinating-filmmaker\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=43"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}