A fear that I have is the fear of not doing as well as I could (or the fear of being “wasted potential”). This fear is something I had to talk about at the start of the year and make a visual mind map to visualize said fear. Although talking about anything in front of a class full of students is something that I hate doing, I must say that this project helped me get a better idea of what I could do to cope with this fear . My whole life there have been things I was pretty good at without really trying but as soon as I got to the point where I had to work hard to get further, I didn’t manage to find motivation to do so. This is mostly due to the fact that I am a huge procrastinator, especially for things that don’t interest me. For example, finding motivation to work on a school subject that doesn’t interest me is one of the hardest things for me. This is one of the reasons why I have had such a difficult time with school and also the reason why I have so little motivation towards it. I have had to redo 2 years of school as well as having to change options multiple times.
The fear of not being as good as I could
